I am having a rest day! I had planned on going to church with a friend but after the week I had I decided to have a rest day. I went to an AA aniversary eating meeting last night with a bunch of women I am in recovery with and we had so much fun! It was the first time I have had a good time in a long time. I go for my infuion tomorrow and start my new job tomorrow night. My infusion takes about 4 hours so it will be a long day.
I am not having any urges and go for long periods without thinking of smoking. Dale says I will soon find myself that I went a whole day without thinking about a cigarette, but that will be pretty hard as I come here everyday and don't expect that to change anytime soon. But as I type those words (smoking, nicotine) I have no feelings attacheds to them and that is wonderful.
I just want to remind newbies, don't stop before the miracle. I didn't and I'm so grateful!