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What is going on with me?

constanceclum
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I feel like I'm in hell week. All I want to do is smoke or all I think I want to do is smoke. I'm really getting sick of it. I'm in the 2nd week of 7mg patches. I'll be off all patches as of Mon. As near as I can figure, 7mg is the equivalent of about 5 cigs. a day and I was a 2 pack/day smoker. I will have 8 weeks of freedom on Mon. I guess I'm in NML. (not really sure because of the patches) I had a few weeks where I was barely thinking of smoking and for the last week it's all I'm thinking of and my resolve is breaking down. My short term goal is to make it to 2 mo. and I know I'' do that but I sure hope I'm out of this by then.

Also, how do you post in conversations. I wanted to do that hoping for an immediate response but did not see how.

Connie

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I'm 59 with severe COPD. I've decided I really want to live and I won't if I smoke. I have 4 grown boys, a grandson and granddaughter due on 9/10. Lots of reasons to live.