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last day in prison

constanceclum
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Tomorrow is the big day. I am so relieved to start feeling better. I have been sick with this copd flare-up for a mo. yet I have continued feeding this addiction. How much of an idiot can I possibly be?

This is not my first time using this site to quit. Last yr. I quit for 2 mo. I have actually used this site for a couple of yrs. to quit a few times but I would use every lame excuse to go back to the easier softer way of smoking. And my health has continued to deteriorate. The majority of time of not smoking I would be amazed at how doable it really was. Then 1 stressful event or some little thing not going my way and like a 2 yr. old having a temper tantrum, I would turn back to that evil so called friend that has never done a damned thing for me.

Not this time you evil little demon!!!! You are not stealing 1 more minute of my life or doing everything you can to destroy the quality I still have. You are like the ex-husband that when it's done it's 100% done.

Good riddance!

Connie

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I'm 59 with severe COPD. I've decided I really want to live and I won't if I smoke. I have 4 grown boys, a grandson and granddaughter due on 9/10. Lots of reasons to live.