day 5

[constanceclum]

Yesterday did not work out as I had planned. By the time my car was detailed and I went to the store, it was too late to meet with my sponser or go to a meeting.  That is living life on life's terms. I did not find it necessary to smoke. I'm having more cravings this morning but, again, I will not smoke. I have been reading blogs and I'm so touched by how many people go through really hard situations and don't smoke. If you can do it, so can I. So far I am not having the severe irritability I usually go through and that has helped. I am also not  in a fog. I think this is really my time.

I am grateful to have a God in my life for strength, comfort and so many other things. He will get me through  the next 4 to 6 mo. 1 day at a time.

And the good news? Foodball today. I hope I can stay up long enough to watch the Panthers tonight. They are on a roll.

Have a great day my fellow Exer's no matter how you spend it.