I know why I'm having trouble getting back on the train and I know it's nothing but an excuse. The "not feeling good and now with the new diagnosis of adrenal gland insufficieny I start drinking. Alcohol makes me "feel better" and then comes the smoking. I am not beating myself up over. I'm just setting a new quit date of 9/8 which is after the holiday. I will continue to come here daily to read, but I won't blog until I get some quit time behind me. I don't think my journey at this point is good for the newcomers.
I appreciate any prayers you may still have for me after all these relapses, and ask that you don't give up on me. After getting on the right steroids I am starting to feel stronger.