Thank all of you who responded to my blog. Such kind words, prayers, virtual hugs. All of you have helped me have a better perspective today. Yesterday was hard because, even though I talked to my sons, I have not seen them for years. All holidays are hard without family. Both my parents have passed and I do not have siblings. Add alcohol and being off my meds to the mix and I can get on a huge pity pot. I promise, no more blogs until I make some positive changes in my life. Back to AA and mental health and quitting smoking in June with my smoking cessation class. The whole class quits together on the same day-the day of the 2nd class. I will get on here everyday to read blogs and re-read the educational materials and work again at cutting down on cigs.
I really love all of you, you are my family
Connie