and it's tough but doable. I am starting back to a strong AA program with a new sponcer whether my husband likes it or not. I will go to church every Sun. because I believe, with enough Faith, God can do anything. I know that relapse/smoking is a choice not a requirement and I will, on a daily basis, remind myself of this. Even with relapse with alcohol people in AA realize that all we really have is today and everyone has the potential to relapse. Of course the more sobriety time one has, the less likely this is to happen. For the next 24 hours I will not smoke. When I wake up in the morning, I will pray for God's strenth and I will get on this site.
Thanks for all your words of wisdom,