thanks for all the comments

[constanceclum]

You have conviced me, again, that I really can do this.

The reason I am waiting until Mon is that my husband will be here all  w/e with his alcoholic drinking and chain smoking. I've learned how to not drink because of his drinking but it is still way harder with the not smoking. I will take a pledge to through whatever cigs he leaves behind torn up and in the trash/or water.

I will still come here for the support and encouragement.

Thanks to all of you. You're great