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sobriety lost it's priority. That's what we call it in AA anyway.

I didn't think I was so nervous about my lung cat scan or going to the Dr. for the results. Then my husband left cigs when he went to work. He had been taking all the cigs with him when he left @ 4:30 am. I asked him if he was trying to sabatage my quit. He assured me he wasn't but I'm not sure. My new quit date is Mon. with patches because now that I'm not wearing one, I'm finding that they really do work.

As far as my results go, I have a 1/2 in nodule that he doesn't think is cancerous and 10 other spots that are to small to measure or evaluate. He offered me the choice of removing the nodule now or waiting 2 months and having a pet/cat scan. Since he is comfortable with waiting, I have decided to do that.

Before anyone feels the need to write negative comments, no smoking is not making this any better. I already know this. However, I have used cigs for 42 years to relieve stress and have only been off of them for a couple of weeks.

I love this site, even gave it to the Dr. for his other pts which he was very grateful for.

Hope everyone is getting on the freedom train today and breezing right along.

Love you all

Connie