I know ... I've not been here for more than a week.
I thought about you so many times but then I've been really busy and, believe it or not, I spend less and less time thinking about cigarettes.
I discovered that I can go for an entire morning or afternoon and smoking doesn't come to my mind anymore.
Even better, my gym coach asked me two days ago: How long did you quit? and I didn't know the answer at the top of my mind!!! I used to know every single second because I was always thinking about smoking and now ... I have to watch a calendar to know how many days!!!
Don't get me wrong ... I still have some good crisis: one last sunday has been really bad and I was almost coming here to ask for help but at the end I made it through ...
On top of all of this I had my first flu as an EX-smoker!!! What a beautiful experience!!! Can you say that of a flu??? but when you are used to 10 days at least of really bad breathing and coughing and now everything disapppeared after 3 days ... this is an amazing experience for a flu!!!
By the way ...43 days free ... and I'm loving it!
