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I want to effing smoke

Posted by bsheats Mar 12, 2018

My dearest husband just came storming downstairs to declare here's something you can do in your God damn spare time! I have been sick with the flu for the last 4 days. Yes I am still lying around in bed. No I don't feel guilty. But I am very very very angry right now. He's a ******* *******. I want to go buy a pack of cigarettes


Mayo NDC June 2017

Posted by bsheats Mar 3, 2018

Hi. Anybody out there that was in the June 2017 Mayo Clinic residential program.? I am going on 90 days. I quit for 3 weeks after the program, but didn't quit for good until December 5th. I could really use some help dealing with everyday frustrations.


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"when" never happens

Posted by bsheats Apr 2, 2014

I have no excuse. No job. No money pressure. Just chronic pain, depression and anxiety. But I know the cigs are increasing the pain and still can't stop myself from putting that first one in my mouth every day.  Raising 2 grandkids, ages 12 and 14. They are good kids, a little naive maybe, but that's o.k. with me. They are smart, so maybe what I don't know can't hurt me--unless you're talking about smoking. I KNOW it's hurting me.

I have so much I could do to distract myself. But it only works so much and finally I am facing the need for a smoke. I am so discouraged . . . 

Don't know what else to say, except I haven't stopped smoking and have never used online chatting to help. Are there really people out there that are willing to walk me through my cravings? Hello? I need help.