Smoke Break

[bonnie.s]

Over 30 days now and today I've had the biggest desire to smoke.  Out of the blue I thought about how much I missed smoking with my neighbor,  For years now I've stood out on my back porch smoking and chatting with my neighbor as he stood on his porch smoking as well.  We seemed to meet up several times a day for a smoke and chat.  Today I thought about it and felt depressed.  I bet he wonders where I've been.  I bet he misses our smoke breaks as much as I do.  This really is as much mental as it is physical