Well im a wee bit wound up today!! just a little bouncing off the walls! could it be .... "natural Dopamine"? I can't quite believe it and I'm almost afraid to say anything but I so want to share this! Since almost falling off the side of the cliff the other day I am doing great! I'm having very few craves now. Honestly I was at the end of my own strength and I think the Good Lord did step in!!!! This is such a crazy addiction! The only crave I'm getting now is I think of having a cigarette to celebrate NOT wanting a cigarette!! Nutty! Anyway you guys know I've been a little wobbly all along but things they are a changing. This girl is headed to TDC! Thank you thank you everyone for your loving support!!! And I just want to say to any and all struggling today. Don't give up. Keep pushing through. We can DO this!!! Yippie. Getting a real taste of the Freedom feels amazing!!!