I feel like I'm starting to understand the difference between NRT and cold turkey already. I haven't been irritable and the cravings haven't been awful yet but it definitely feels different than using the patch.
But the waves of craves are hitting the shores of my brain, mostly on schedule - those work breaks and moments throughout the day that were typically followed with a cigarette. I'm a little fuzzy and fatigued but I am hoping that some yoga tonight will fix me up. I have been slacking the past few months but I am going to try a new studio nearby and see how I like their program.
In other news, my BFF (best friend forever) is moving from Seattle back to New York in a week and I have no freakin' clue what the heck I am going to do with myself. I'm also kind of freaked out that I'm going to be feeling a lot of feels that I am not used to over the next few weeks, so I am trying to come up with a game plan for coping. Maybe if I just submerse myself in my studying and exercising and writing I'll be able to distract and express myself enough that I won't just be a sobbing mess hiding under the covers.
I do imagine I'll be here A LOT.
Since Sep 8, 2013:
1 day smoke free,
23 cigarettes down,
10.35$ and 02:18:00 saved!
