I thought deleting the blog causing Firefox to freeze might unstick it. I had tried to edit today's blog after Mark was able to embed the video I wanted, and it froze Firefox. I tried everything I could think of to unfreeze it, including restarting, turning off and eventually turning off the internet to no avail. I then opened the blog from Chrome and deleted it.....
To no avail........................Firefox is still frozen.....................
I am coming to you now from Chrome.....................
but I am sick of computers for this day, and am detoxing for the evening.
"Alcohol reduces the functions of the behavioral inhibitory centers in the brain, Forbes reports. It also slows down how information is processed in the brain. When you see, hear, taste, or smell something, your brain processes this information and then tells you how to think or feel. Alcohol interferes with this process, making it harder for you to work out what you are feeling and also making you less likely to be able to really think through potential consequences."
Message from Strudel (so she gets a notice of this blog)
Hi to all and thank you all for the prayers, support, visits, messages, and special touches! Thank you Chris for being such a great coordinator!
The doctor was just here - no pathology report yet. Feel pretty crappy - nauseous. Then I went into A Fib last night - said it was fairly common with this type of surgery. Hopefully things will look up soon. They took out one of chest tubes. They had been talking about getting out Saturday- but that may change. I will try to keep you all posted.
"The nicotine in inhaled tobacco smoke moves from the lungs into the bloodstream and up to a smoker's brain within seven to 10 seconds. Once there, nicotine triggers a number of chemical reactions that create temporary feelings of pleasure for the smoker, but these sensations are short-lived, subsiding within minutes." Nicotine's Effects on the Brain
ALWAYS keep in mind that the hit of dopamine in your brain when you ingest nicotine only lasts until it doesn't, and your brain starts to demand its next fix, and its next, ad infinitum. This addiction does not let go until you decide to end your dependence on it. You CAN get your dopamine in other ways - some chocolate, listening or dancing to music, any kind of exercise - even marching in place. You need to make that decision, though, and nobody can make it for you.
I talked to Kathy recently. She is still very tired and in pain. She had another meeting with the doctor. The cancer was confirmed, some other tissue was removed during surgery and is being tested at pathologist.
She had a couple of tubes removed, including the catheter, so she is getting up and moving to use the restroom.
She is sleeping most of the time, more like on and off because of the pain and medication.
She has gotten all of her emails and read them and thanks you all. She is not up to responding yet.
I will keep you updated, but hopefully she can go home in a few days (they originally said 4-5 days)
Please keep her in your prayers, and take care of yourselves too!
OK - Mother Nature! Yesterday we had 2" of torrential rain and I had to drive two and a half hours in THAT! This morning my empty trash can was nowhere to be seen. I had to walk three blocks and back in 25 mph steady and 50 mph wind gusts to retrieve it. THEN I had to find the lid which was in the back of a neighbor's yard and had to traverse an entire yard of mud to retrieve THAT!
But I'm not smoking over it! And very thankful for THAT!
The changes of seasons are infrequent events and we thus don't have a lot of practice relearning our past smoking rituals around them. For at least the first two years (and sometimes much longer) after you quit, you might find yourself having thoughts of smoking as they occur. Create a NEW association with them and it will get easier with time.
My first instance was that after almost 15 months I had thoughts that something was missing when I took my break from raking leaves. I had relearned most things in my new life and had new rituals, but this was something with which I had not dealt. It wasn't a crave exactly, but I did want to smoke a cigarette. I created a NEW association by fixing myself a small, cold Pepsi over crushed ice (I no longer drink soda on a a regular basis). and took my break with that. Bingo!
Be aware as the season changes this year - and think ahead of time what you will do differently now that you don't smoke.