Last June, there was a major family issue in my back yard, that involved blood, the sheriff and an arrest (not me)... my son's cigarettes were on the swing.. I sat down saw them and picked them up. It was like I never quit. I have been smoking since. It is not something that I am proud of, but it happened, I had a year and a half under my belt, and loved being a non-smoker.
I have retired now, and am working in my yard. I bought a tiller - if a girl is going to be a farmer, she needs the right tools! I actually tilled 4 rows for a garden and have planted veggies. I have weeded flower beds, and planted flowers. Trimmed bushes it has been so much fun. It is actually theraputic for me.
However, I get winded easily, and have to rest. I haven't tried to mow because I am afraid I can't last long doing that.
It is time to prepare for my quit. I am almost to the right point in my mind, and I know that this group of folks will support and encourage me... and yes slap my hand when I need.
Always
Wanda