Life on Life's Terms!

[Thomas3.20.2010]

“When you arise in the morning, think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive – to breathe, to think, to enjoy, to love.”
Marcus Aurelius

I'm sitting at the bottom of the abyss again. I'm beyond caring. Still I put one foot in front of another because what I do know is this despair is going on in my brain. It's a very small part of me and it won't last. It never does.

But for today I feel yuck! I know how to! I do it often. So I'm just going to "fake it tillI make it" and Let God do the rest! My therapist said it's probably the steroids I've been taking for the pneumonia I had. I hear but I can't listen. 

One day at a time. Tomorrow is another day Today is just not going to be a good one.

*sigh*