No, I haven't relapsed!
But I have gotten very tired. Remember H.A.L.T.? Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired?
I'm tired! Soooooo tired!
Mblizzle caught me at the right time and shook me up! I've been playing around in my head with Junkie Thinking!
At the same time I've stayed away from actual contact with Sickerettes! I know it would be cuckoo to throw my Quit away!
But it might have happened had I not read this Blog this Day! I would have created the circumstances for myself to just accidentally have access to Sickerettes when "I just can't resist!"
Blessedly, I can resist! I can set myself straight - NOW - before I make the mistake I would dread! I am in charge of my Life - not Nicotine!
There are only two Paths I'm aware of - the Path of Recovery or the Path of Relapse! Time to get on the Path of Recovery! Time to recommit to Recovery!
A good night's sleep is a Great Place to begin!
I got myself here and I will get myself back on Mental Track!
Not One Puff Ever!