BLAH

[Sootie]

Today is blah. Northeastern Pennsylvania is blah in February (thank goodness it is a short month). I remember these blahs from the last time I quit...dangerous period. The excitement of the beginning of the quit is over; the cravings have gone (you think) BUT---your mind now tries to convince you that the blahs, the boredom, the "will this ever end" feeling can be solved by having a cigarette. I won't have one. I don't know if it is because I am older than the last time I quit OR---if it is because I remember the stages and the pitfalls and don't want to go back. It could ALSO be that I am extremely competitive and my husband is still quit and for about one month longer than me! Anyway, I'm not worried about giving in---but it is indeed BLAH!!!