cancel
Showing results for 
Show  only  | Search instead for 
Did you mean: 

Share your quitting journey

Btw, I wanted to smoke tonight...

SkyGirl
Member
0 5 1

BUT....when I finally got to my hotel room and could get online and logged on and saw all that I've missed in the last 18 hours?  Well, I actually sort of forgot that I WAS going to talk about how I realized I had just arrived in a hotel that I LOVED for its smoker-friendliness.  I wanted a cigarette.  Not really.  I just sort of had a sensory flashback that sounded, smelled, tasted good.  I was never in danger.  I never will put a cigarette in my mouth again.  BUT...I keep having to deal with these previous smoking locations at all these various hotels.  I can handle it.  I know what I want my life to be now.  But that doesn't mean those sensory "hits" are easy...

I love EX.  I do.  I WILL give back.  And I hope it is worth as much as I am GETTING  from EX...  

5 Comments
About the Author
I'm a 64 year-old flight attendant for a major US airline. Prior to that, I owned an ice cream store and six hot dog carts and put my five kids thru college on hot dog earnings! Prior to THAT, I was Director of International Administration for Domino's Pizza, Inc. I was married to my H.S. sweetheart (dad of my 5 kids) for 17 years. I've been with Jeff for 23 years, but we just finally got married in 2016! Jeff & I live in Cape Meares, OR right on the beach. I'm from Ann Arbor, MI, where many of my kids/relatives still live. My flying base is Washington, DC, where I have a condo that I stay in when I'm between flying trips. My dream is to retire and stay home with Jeff and my two cats, Kenneth & Barbara...not happening soon, though. So I go home whenever I can get a week or more off. I LOVE to meet up with other EXers in the cities where I lay over. I usually blog about what cities I'm laying over in, so let me know if I'm staying near you! I'll buy dinner!! Xxxooo, Sky