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Pops is cruising...listening to the "Dixie Chicks"

Pops
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On Day "Fifty-Six"!!!

Good morning EXers!  It is another gorgeous fall like.../....wintery sorta day outside.  Well, as luck would have it...thursday, after the first sleet/snow mix that we had for the year....my brakes started to fail on the car.  I didn't come this far in life to be taken out by a faulty set of brakes....So, I took the car into a shop that I trust & they gave me the bad news that my anti-lock brake control module was defective and obviously needed replacing...(the car will stop, but only after I pump the pedal several times...yikes).  I know that my attitude is changing for the better, and it really showed last night.  

Yesterday, I asked for a couple hours early release to get the car worked on....after they discovered the problem (two hours later)...the mechanic looked up the part to discover that it wouldn't be available until Wednesday of next week...Thanksgiving week to boot.  He looked @ me and said that he was afraid to tell me the price and availability...I calmly told him to just give it to me straight.  $1200 and I would have to wait until Friday after Thanksgiving.  I told him, "hey bud, it's no big deal...I am not going to lose my cookies over this sort of stuff.  I am just grateful that we caught it in time, and that I have the cash and friends and UBER connections to get through it all."  I mean, it's not like smoking a cigarette is going to magically fix my brakes all of a sudden...right?  Plus the money that I have saved in the last 56 days by not purchasing those death sticks...has almost completely paid for the work needed.  Besides, that was Friday, and we all know that Pops NEVER smokes on Friday!  (Saturdays either ;-)...or any other day for that matter....

What the heck, I now get to stay home longer and play with my boys....Mac & Cheese this weekend anyway... Have a great and smokefree weekend....

xoxoxo Pops w/56 DOF & Mac & Cheese!!!

How could I possibly be mad about spending all day with these two guys?

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Hi, and thanks for stopping by to read my page....My name is Ken Bishop...aka, Pops. I am a stubborn older addict of nicotine....I have quit on numerous occasions in the past, and have experienced great rewards as a direct result of not ingesting deadly toxins into my bloodstream. One of the curses of having a strong constitution that seems to be able to withstand much more than others can...is this...my body would still be able to move around, and get things accomplished even after I was poisoned by the harmful effects of nicotine addiction. Eventually, the harm became so significant, that not even I, with all of my denial...could avoid the truth that to continue to smoke, would most assuredly be the death of me, and in short order as well. On Sept 1st, of 2018...I found myself in a rehab facility for alcohol abuse, and came very near death. I quit messing around, and had a deep and moving spiritual encounter, and have remained sober without one single urge to pick up a drink since. That was after consuming copious amounts of booze for many years in the past. After a short while.. I asked for spiritual help from my creator to make it possible for me to get the same amount of conviction towards finally being able to successfully put down nicotine once and for all...As of....(September 14th, 2019)...I have 17 days of living smokefree! Woo Hoo!!! Friends and family are all very proud and happy for me. They have asked me what I thought was the turning point, after having experienced so many failed attempts before. I simply reply, "I took the God Shot". xoxoxo Pops update: in Dec of 19 when the stock market started going nuts...I used that as an excuse to start smoking again. I see-sawed back and forth for severa months, and when the COVID crisis hit, I simply lost all desire to be smokefree...I was going to smoke & that was final. Well, as always...the pains of excessive injestion of nicotine into my blood stream...(one puff is all it takes) started affecting my everyday life again...I knew I had to quit placating my inner child and grow up and accept a life without nicotine. The normal person would read this and say well duh...finally he's getting it. But the normally addicted nicotine addict would understand...weird huh? So now I'm back with a new quit date of July 8th, 2020 & am hoping that I can accept that as a perfect quit date that does not need to be changed. Thanks for reading and good luck to you in your quit journey. Pops w 4 DOF!