Ugh...

[paulmay018_06-20-2014]

Good to hear you guys all doing well.

So far, this has been an absolute nightmare. I've quit several times before, but never with side effects like this.

I made everyone aware, and so far, all people have done is push my buttons. (I mean, I think.The worst, is I know I'm irritable, so I don't trust my perceptions...) My girlfriend quit easily (she hadn't smoked for very long) and is my primary motivator. She is having trouble being supportive because she had it easy, like the last times I quit...

I feel super frustrated with how much difficulty I'm having. I'm not used to struggling with stuff like this.

Ugh...