once we've decided to bite the bullet and take back our lives from the clutches of the dreaded nicotine poison poison then we must be willing determined and totally committed to plow through the roller coaster ups and downs of moodswings and lack of sleep that's the only way to reach that point where we will realize how much better life is without the Smokes it's not easy by any stretch of the imagination I'll tell you there were times that I wanted to tear my hair out or rip someone's face off anyone's face it really didn't matter who's face, one minute I might be laughing and the next I'd be blatting and snotting like a baby BUT geesh once I thought about my 40 years of smoking roughly 30 cancer sticks a day it began to make sense why I was so uncomfortable in my own skin, I did alot of reading here on this site too which helped me to understand that it was going to some time to relearn life without the smokes because every blessed thing we did was wrapped around them BUT thankfully as difficult as quitting smoking is it's also very Doable and totally worth it to be Free.....
