I am sooooooo very thankful that I stay vigilant and not get lazy or complacent in my quit because today has been another busy day plus my daughter stopped in, it's her 37th birthday and my older sister in law stopped in pretty much at the same time. We were outside so they both lit a cigarette, I didn't think it bothered me at all anyway I'm busy finishing up my bread,dishes plus starting pizza for dinner and then right out of left field it's like wouldn't a cigarette be nice right now. Holy crap there's no way on Gods Green Earth that I want a cigarette so please everyone especially if you are new to this site always be on guard for anything that can screw up your wonderful quits, I am on my 348th day of freedom from smoking and all of a sudden I get a crazy memory of the sickening addiction but I will not let myself get lazy and complacent about the best decision I've ever made in my life and go backwards and stick one of those cancer sticks anywhere near my mouth, no way no how because I am an living the rest of my life an EX SMOKER. Please continue to protect your precious quits with your life because your life depends on it.
