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UGH!!!!

Mandolinrain
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So our 14 guests arrive tomorrow and our swimming pool is driving me NUTS!!! Pool, for some reason this year keeps getting iron stains on the pool liner and i have faithfully done everything the pool company tells me to do, but the blasted stains keep coming back.....kinda like smoking, I think;

I am at day 17 in my 'quit', well truthfully it will be day 18 at 3:30 this afternoon and I still am faithfully doing what I have to do to keep this quit and no matter how much I do it, I still have 'moments' I want to smoke. But I am not caving in to it.  This pool thing is driving me batty. I have spent over $100.00 every freaking week for the past 3 weeks on this dumb pool and frankly am ready to call a fill dirt truck, afterall, I keep telling my husband it would make a terrific garden area.lol

BUT then I know if I stay at it, it will eventually clear and be beautiful. How does this relate to smoking, you ask??? If I start smoking again, the fill dirt truck will eventually head to my grave and cover me up, thats how I am looking at it. So you *&^%$# ciggs can just go to tin-buck -2 cause i am through with you!!!!!!!! Sorry 'bout the rant.

Pig Roast is couple days away, busy here and I am not much of a drinker, so am not concerned about losing quit over that or anything at this point. I am back in the drivers seat and even if my pool water turns black~I WILL NOT give in! Have a great rest of week and weekend everyone. Once I get past this weekend I promise to check in here more often and give back more to the newbies for what has been given so generously to me....FREEDOM and SUPPORT..Love you guys....xoxo

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Smoking is not an option for me. I no longer have a wishbone to quit smoking...I developed a backbone and I quit. When you're sick and tired of being sick and tired, you will quit smoking too.