Share your quitting journey
So our 14 guests arrive tomorrow and our swimming pool is driving me NUTS!!! Pool, for some reason this year keeps getting iron stains on the pool liner and i have faithfully done everything the pool company tells me to do, but the blasted stains keep coming back.....kinda like smoking, I think;
I am at day 17 in my 'quit', well truthfully it will be day 18 at 3:30 this afternoon and I still am faithfully doing what I have to do to keep this quit and no matter how much I do it, I still have 'moments' I want to smoke. But I am not caving in to it. This pool thing is driving me batty. I have spent over $100.00 every freaking week for the past 3 weeks on this dumb pool and frankly am ready to call a fill dirt truck, afterall, I keep telling my husband it would make a terrific garden area.lol
BUT then I know if I stay at it, it will eventually clear and be beautiful. How does this relate to smoking, you ask??? If I start smoking again, the fill dirt truck will eventually head to my grave and cover me up, thats how I am looking at it. So you *&^%$# ciggs can just go to tin-buck -2 cause i am through with you!!!!!!!! Sorry 'bout the rant.
Pig Roast is couple days away, busy here and I am not much of a drinker, so am not concerned about losing quit over that or anything at this point. I am back in the drivers seat and even if my pool water turns black~I WILL NOT give in! Have a great rest of week and weekend everyone. Once I get past this weekend I promise to check in here more often and give back more to the newbies for what has been given so generously to me....FREEDOM and SUPPORT..Love you guys....xoxo
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