Last night I had a dream that I went out partying with friends and said "screw it" and had a few cigarettes. After the first one I was crying about losing my quit and then decided since it is already lost might as well have a few more.
Then I woke up. THANK GOD it was a dream. Was incredibly happy when I realized it didn't really happen. Wow how real it felt in my dream though. Scary. Hopefully they are few and far between. I remember them from my last quit of 2-years and didn't happen very often but they happened.