Yep I am a triple digit woman! I am proud to say that. I will say that recently I have been having a hard time with things. I sometimes feel like who would it hurt If I went to buy smokes. I mean who would I really be hurting? Well let's see.... My family for one. They have all been so incredibly supportive. My youngest daughter who is 14 tells me that I am a huge inspiration to her and that she looks at me like a hero. How can I light up a cig knowing how much it would crush her? Let's see who else..... My husband Jake. He has been there for me through everything that I have gone through, He has supported me through thick and thin and he is so very proud of how far I have come with my quit. He has bragged about me and how awesome I have done with my quit to his family and his co workers. How can I light up a cig knowing it would hurt him? Let's see who else.... ME. Yep I said Me. I did this quit for ME. Yes I know, it sounds selfish, but ya know what I DO NOT CARE! This quit was for me and me only. I have tried to quit a million times before and used my kids or my hubby as my reasons. It never worked and I always failed. So this time I did it for me and everyone knew it. Yes I would upset my kids and hubby if I slipped up or gave up and yes that would in turn hurt me, But they also know that I have done this quit this go round for me and no one else. I had to. I NEEDED this. I had to prove to myself that I did have the strength to do this and to make it stick. I am proud that I actually did it this time and that even though I have my rough moments, I can still hold onto my quit. So for anyone who has just started their quit, remember one very important person that you ahould be quitting for, YOU. Well I have rambled on enough. I hope everyone is doing good. Stay Strong! Love and Hugs Lisa
