So today is DAY 40!!! WoW that went fast, too fast.
I can’t even believe that I've had no nicotine. Its been great, saving money, feeling healthier, regaining
my sense of smell, running around and up stairs... but it's still very, very hard.
I still get cravings, I find a distraction to forget I wanted to have a smoke. I remind myself of my self promises I mde to myself. I think is a cigarette or just a one puff worth that trip to the Bahmas that I would not get to take if I did smoke?
I started writing more on this blog biggest distraction is sharing my innner thoughts with all of you; my other supportive cheerleaders!
I think is just puff worth having to start stopping all over again? Not that a relaspe makes me a weak no will power no control person, but no I do not want to have to start al ovedr again.
I am doing this. I am a non smoker. I am an EX Smoker.
