the last few times I quit I had problems with my moods. I need to remember not to take things out on my loved ones.
I just finally got back together with the love of my life after being apart for a year. I do not want in any way to ruin it because of my nicotine withdrawals. He's understanding, but I just don't want to put him (or me) through that. He's totally supportive. Never nagged me to quit, but is quite pleased that I set a quit date. YAY! (Only thing is, he quit 18 years ago and always says it was no problem. That makes me feel like he thinks I'm weak for not being able to. Ugh!)
I think if I totally prepare myself, to remember why I feel the way I feel, when I get irritated at everything, everyone and their mother... that it will pass, I will get over it and I don't have to take it out on anyone.
Has anyone felt like this? (!!)
I have been clean and sober for 13 years. I KNOW I can do this. This is it. Last quit. I'm done. In 12 days I will be ready to breathe!!! In 12 days I will stop stinking. I will stop having to make sure I have an extra pack, just in case. I WILL BE FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!