Last night I had a smokemare. I was just smoking away while gardening and realized that I didn't smoke anymore. How was I going to tell all of you? In my dream, I decided that I wasn't going to tell anyone that I blew it. I was just going to carry on and pretend that it didn't happen and I would just keep stacking my days like I never relapsed. Wow, my dream self doesn't have much integrity. Sort of dissapointed in my dream self so I decided upon awakening that I'd blog about it to redeem myself.
Anyway, I'm still smoke free with 63 days of beautiful freedom!!
