But it has to be known. I slipped already since my return from my trip! I'm not smoking like I was (yet, and hope NOT to be), but I'm not ready to put up the countdown clock I took down when I edited my profile, because I already bought a pack since I came home from Florida. YESTERDAY! ARGH. I'm blogging it today, coming clean, about this dirty, nasty, "habit"... HA! right? its so much more than that. It's the strongest addiction I think anyone could have, and although it's less acceptable to the general public that it was 30 years ago, when I started, its still legal. In fact several places still have an area set aside, even if its outside, for smokers, so they don't lose half their clientell. (Spelling, I know)
I'm gonna begin the tracker process again, so I'm aware, really aware, of my urges, even if I don't smoke. Something DID set me off, but not even worth mentioning because I'm not giving myself excuses! That leaves more room for me to keep messing up vs. keep my Quit!
