My 24th wedding anniversary is coming up June 23rd. On June 24th, I am starting a new quit. Thank you all for the comments and caring. Got some hugs, got some kicks in the butt, some head-slaps, etc. I am not scared. I know I can do this. I just have to keep the fire burning inside. It is getting there. I can tell. The urge to blog and desire to address this is a positive sign.
One of my support friends here told me in my last blog to go back and read the blogs I posted back when I first came to this site. I did and what I found was that inspiration that I was missing. I saw the resolve that had been MIA. I am going to the beach this week with my family. We will relax and enjoy some time together without work or school. We all work hard and it is a nice reward.
As much as I am looking forward to getting away, I am still smoking and have not told my daughters. So my quit may start tomorrow since the beach house will be pretty transparent. In any event, My hard date is the day after our Anniversary. One day at a time. So maybe I will be back here next week and have a four or five day quit going...to be continued. It is an adventure.
Lee
