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Lost in the wilderness

justsayno3
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I am coming back here to find the recipe that worked before. I have to find the will and  "want to." again. I am ashamed that I smoked after I was doing well and I just broke down completely. I am right back where I was before-an addict. I have avoided coming here because I was ashamed but I really do not have anywhere else to turn. No one understands addiction better than addicts. My family supports me but I have not told them I fell off the wagon. Too ashamed. But I can say it here. I hope I can find my way. I am lost. I have not set a quit date or come to grips with quitting again. But this is the first step. I will be here next week. Going to the beach this weekend. No promises. But I promise I will be back here next week. I need this site and the people here to hug me or kick my ass, either one is good. See you next week. Thanks.

Lee

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