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Tough Conversations

JustSharon
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Well, I did not sleep well at all last night. Sat up reading posts and watching TV. It's not all so bad, the quiet of the night is peaceful for me, usually.....Nicodemon decided to invade my time with his Filthy thoughts of smoking. No one would know, they are sleeping. Aw, but there are no cigarettes, ashtrays or lighters. Guess I had one up on him. OH but he says how easy it would be to get all those things back....again I fight as I can't walk to the store at 5 am, physically or mentally! Got him again. I just plain don't like the conversations going on in my head. They are tough. I know to expect them but that knowledge doesn't seem to make it any easier. This is not how I wish to spend my day! So I won't, I'll keep fighting to keep nicodemons  mouth shut. Sheer Determination!

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Gone but Not Forgotten. RIP - they leave a legacy of their quit journeys behind as road maps for future members, to prevent the pitfalls, provide the tools and show the hope and possibilities for success at overcoming this addiction at any age at any stage. I am a 62 year old suffering with moderate COPD. I have relapsed several times from my quit, but I will keep trying till I get it right! "Your mind controls your quit but you control your mind. Don't let your emotions spoil your quit!" Don't allow a stumble to be the end of the journey. The difference between a good day and a bad day is attitude!