I DID NOT SMOKE. I had an early appt. with my doctor this morning and I had to forgo the computer. I'm ok. Found a baseball sized lump in my abdomen and had to have an ultrasound. The doc will have those results today and I hope he doesn't leave me hanging for long with a what's up.
As for this morning I was so worried about all this that when I saw Jake;s smokes, I just started not only craving, bit trying to talk myself into one. I didn't want to lose my quit, but I wanted to smoke regardles. As my hand touched the pack I come running to all of you. Thankyou from the bottom of my heart.I touched the pack one more time to give it to Jake and I haven't seen it since.