Thank you all for my ride on the freedom train.
I am blessed, thankful and fortunate to have been able to embrace the (Freedom) instead of running from the (Suffering). Early on it was hard, the same thing we hear over and over again. IT IS HARD to embrace 1 hour of freedom for 23 hours ours of suffering. but you must have faith that the more you learn to wrap your arms those moments of freedom the more moments of freedom you will have until you have what others have. Freedom from all the nastiness, debt, and hopelessness of this needless addiction.
I'm at 900 days because I did my suffering while choosing freedom every chance I could until freedom became my normal. I'm not at 900 days because I am strong. It's because this collection of friends helped me through my suffering until I made my choice of wanting freedom more than the sickly relief of a puff of nasty madness.
N.O.P.E. It truly is not for me anymore. I'm not suffering, I'm Free.... with caution and care not to blow it.