Thought I was over it. Thought I was in control. How could I not make myself stay home and not go to the store. The time I have wasted contemplating no… yes. Just one won’t hurt. So I did it. And now within 24 hours they are all gone. I found myself in conflict like, telling myself if you buy them you will not be able to put them down. Why not get some ice cream or chocolate candy. I use to be in conflict like this. Wondering why I could not stop going to the store. I would be on automatic pilot. Even on the trip to the store, I thought "you will not be able to just have one and put them away". I was comparing this to cigarette smoking. I opened the package and ate about 3 helpings. Then it was two at a time. One on each side. I never smoked two at the same time. Oh let see 3, that would be really funny smoking 3 cigs at one time. Then I put the bag in a drawer. Within minutes the bag is in my hand again. This morning they were my breakfast. Oh My!!!!! I could compare this to how a cigarette would be. Thank God that is over. In the last week I have had the taste for M & M's. Could not eat only one. Just like smoking, one puff and you are BACK
Just like a cigarette one will never be enough.The very best part they do no melt in your hands. Now I have to run an extra 5 miles to make up for it. See you later I am off to the gym. Help. Somebody tell me this is okay as long as I am not smoking. Happy Monday everybody.
