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Not a crave or an urge, just a memory

JACKIE1-25-15
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When we initially quit smoking sometimes some of us can not recognize what is going on with our bodies, minds, emotions.  206 days into my quit I have learned a few things.  One of them is H.A.L.T. very very important.  Newcomers, if you haven't heard this phrase let me quickly explain and you can research it or an Elder may post more details.  Hungry, Anger, Lonely, Tired they can be confused with the desire to smoke. 

Know these and manage these issues and you will better handle your urges. 

As a nonsmoker, I learn something new everyday.  Frankly,  if I take a very close look at myself, I don't actually crave or have urges at this point I deal with memories which I am thankful are fading.  This morning I looked outdoors to see what could be done to maintain the landscape.  A very slight feeling of drawing on a cigarette surfaced in my throat.  I would always smoke before, during and after working in the yard.  So that let's me know that there is an addiction there however small still needs to be guarded. I will never assume that I am above the law of addiction. NOPE  I have a forever quit but I still can only live one day a time. 

Somebody say "Amen" (It's the preacher's daughter in me)lol

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Lay aside every weight that may be slowing you down. Make up your mind not to allow doubt cause you to stumble. You can do this! Do not allow fear , False Expectations Appearing Real to hold you down. You can do this! Break the chains of addiction, forgive yourself for ever smoking. move forward and start loving yourself more each day by staying smokefree. Put aside worry, anxiety, depression, any EXcuse that you would use to not get in or stay in the race of freedom. Take one day at a time, one step if necessary. Run the race diligently, steady and sure with endurance. Believe that you can. Keep your eye on the prize. Hang tough, stay close, be mindful, never give in, never give up.