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Nicotine addict still Smokefree

JACKIE1-25-15
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Making a very long story short. Spent  time around several smokers this weekend.  Went fishing with one on Saturday and helped them pack Sunday.  Another stopped by for a visit on Sunday.  I am okay.   Still smoke free.  I had forgotten about the very few associates that smoke.  When I was smoking it seemed that I was the only one. I should not be suprised of their mentality.  "If I quit, their smoking should not bother me."  I recanted what if I was a heroin or crack addict would that still apply.  Tried to educate about all the toxins in a cigarette and nicotine addiction.  I know it is up to an individual so I did not brow beat anybody. No I did not want to smoke.   Watching one blow smoke was a reminder how stupid I use to feel when I smoked. At one point a cigarette pack was lying in front of me. Oh my !  I thought of it as a snake and got away from it very quickly. 

Even though I did not smoke, I believe that there is some residual affect on the brain after being around them.  Yes I live in a world where people smoke.  I can not allow that to bother me but I can be more careful about who I associate with.   Back to avoiding smokers as much as possible because I am a nicotine addict.  Another day smoke free and  back to one day at a time.  134 DOF Onward upward !

NOPE. 

Not in my hand, not on my lips, not on my tongue, not in my lungs, not in my nose,not in my clothes.

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Lay aside every weight that may be slowing you down. Make up your mind not to allow doubt cause you to stumble. You can do this! Do not allow fear , False Expectations Appearing Real to hold you down. You can do this! Break the chains of addiction, forgive yourself for ever smoking. move forward and start loving yourself more each day by staying smokefree. Put aside worry, anxiety, depression, any EXcuse that you would use to not get in or stay in the race of freedom. Take one day at a time, one step if necessary. Run the race diligently, steady and sure with endurance. Believe that you can. Keep your eye on the prize. Hang tough, stay close, be mindful, never give in, never give up.