This morning I had one of those ah ha moments. My brain told me that I don't have to smoke. It was a moment of reassurance and relief, not to fear. It will always be a choice. Today, I choose to be a non smoker. Not on my lips, not in my hand, not on my tongue, not in my lungs, not in my nose, not in my clothes. Done with that. Yes, I can do this. 106 days of FREEDOM!!!!!!!!! Oh how sweet it is. Today I have no fear of turning back no matter what, who, when, where no how. I am not going to do that anymore.