The thoughts of smoking is what I have to deal with. I am not craving a cigarette, can't imagine myself being able to drag on one. Is that idolization? I do not want one, but the thought comes to my mind sometimes for seconds. I may be being hard on myself. The thoughts are not as often since I first quit but gosh they are still there. I wish they would go away. It may be association? I am not sure, but I am going to be okay. I just don't want to dwell on it. Got to keep it moving. I am a non smoker. Time. I will make it through l am looking at TDC in 5 days. I got this. I don't do that anymore. Onward forward on guard HALT, NOPE. Have a good day. Thanks for listening. Peace all my friends and Exers and soon to be Exers. Breathe Just Breathe, Water Water