Just realizing how much nicotine had clouded my thinking. No it did not make me fall down drunk like an alcoholic. Nor did it make me nod out like a herion addict But it did make me act like an addict. lose my train of thought, thinking about when and where I would get my next fix. Not really caring about the cost...burning my money. I really can't think of anything good about smoking cigarettes.
As organized as I thought I was, I realize today how much more organized I can be. As much of a clean freak as I am, i realize how cigarettes made my life dirtier .(ashes, butts, burns, odor and on and on and on)
The major life goals that I had previously set and never met are now on the horizon. I can sing!!! I can see clearer the smoke is gone. All of the smoke clouds have drift away. It's gonna be a bright, bright sun shiny day. look all around nothing but blue skys. Look straight ahead nothing but blue skys. Yeah! My focus is in a more productive. Yes I know I still have a long way to go. But there is light at the end of this tunnel. The scales have been removed from my eyes. I can shout for joy and really mean it from the bottom of my soul.
Hallejah and stomping my feet.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREEDOM
