So my wife up and left me with three sweet pets. Today Charcoal one of my two rabbits had to go to the vet- he had not been eating and I looked at his teeth and his front teeth were very angled and over grown
I took him to Dr Colby- one of the best small and exotic vets in the country - I was expecting $150 to trim his teeth- turned into over $600- I am a working musician and thank God for making money playing music- I had two very good paying gigs last few week - made over $1200- all gone- between my root canal and Charcoals bill- I was ready to smoke again but know that will just start my addiction up again and solve nothing- but the urge was still there. I know some wouldn't spend that kind of money on a pet rabbit- but I found him in the woods 7-8 years ago- he is a small Netherland Dwarf- with a heart shaped nose- super sweet pet.
Charcoal is very sick but hopefully will come back to health
I have little left in the bank and just doing my best to keep moving forward- drug alcohol and nicotine free
Yeah so I have not posted here in awhile and I need to be here more often- I still get hit by feelings of wanting to start up again. Been lots of frustration and anger to deal with- still dealing with divorce stuff- taxes- attorneys. yada yada yada
I have to keep in touch here so I can stay with this quit- sometimes I just feel like smoking again- but I know that eventually isn't going to end well, plus I am free - 94 days- man it adds up pretty quick- maybe not in the beginning- but even then it goes faster once a person gets 3days to a week under their belt