so every bit of the musical work that had been really going well again- has died. man I hate to be so negative-this just sucks. My gym just closed-cant go workout- its just goes on and on
I am trying to stay productive working on some music- hanging with pets.
I really feel like smoking again- seems like that would cure some boredom- all the junk in my head is coming back after 8 months off the cigarettes - this is not a fun time for me- just have to make the best of it somehow.