This is the first spell of what I would consider depression sine I quit nicotine. It's been a couple weeks now of having no desire to do anything.
I would be lying if I said that the thought I might as well smoke bc if I don't have desire to exercise, for sex, to hang out with friends, or anyother reason that I quit in the first place I might as well smoke.
Passing thought. I don't have to do that anymore.
I see my doc again in a couple weeks. In the meantime I've been tanning and to the gym a couple times in the past couple days.
My primary concern at home right now is taking care of my wife bc she doesn't feel good.
So, gonna try not to live in my head today and go to work.