I think I'm OK but I won't lie. Sometimes I think about smoking and I see smokers to enjoy smoking. Sure they are addicted. I sale cigarettes and alcohol and when I see someone that asks me if I have a specific brand of cigarettes and I say no we don't sell it some of them get angry, some of them get sad like the whole world is coming to an end for them. I have made many relapses after being one month smoke free and for me now the game gets more difficult. I have to resist. I have noticed that I hve gained weight and I feel awful and that brings me to eating more food. I don't want to smoke. I want to improve myself. I really do.
