Loss

[DebiD]

Yes. Still smoke free! I've been having a tough time lately. Not with struggling and wanting a smoke. Nothing like that...I'm still 110% commited to my quit. I lost my step dad a couple of months ago, and am still struggling with the loss. I can be fine one minute, and in tears the next. What got me going tonight was a message from my step sister asking if I can take my Mom to a function her and my step dad had been invited to later this summer. I just hate feeling like this. I know I have to go through it...but it just hurts...a lot. The upside is that even though my heart is aching...I have no desire to smoke. I know it won't solve anything...and honestly is the last thing on my mind.

I just feel lost right now...and feel the need to share my feelings.

569 days smoke free and looking forward to a smoke free tomorrow.