Can I be honest? I am insecure. It's part of who I am. When I write, especially, because I don't know if I'm helping or just taking up space. Comments or lack of comments don't bother me, it's not about that. But it is about being able to guide someone through a newborn quit....offering wise support....and being a constant presence to ease their journey just a bit.
And so I wonder how best to help. I have decided to stop posting here in the blogs. Not by any means leaving EX. I will be here. Maybe commenting on posts, maybe....I just don't know right now. All I do know is that I have wondered lately if I help or if I am just entertainment (and I don't mean that in a bad way).
I am insecure. But aren't we all in some ways? I have confidence in other areas of my life. Writing makes me vulnerable in a way that I can't explain.
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that I am not gone from EX, I'm just modifying my presence here :) My quit continues on, cherished and spoiled rotten. Much love.