My Halloween was really quiet. I dressed up, made sure I had candy for the trick or treaters. I remember last year I had at least 9 knocks from trick or treaters. This time I had none. I think the cool night weather and Covid had something to do with it. Bit of a contrast from last years!
Last night I only drank 2 drinks after work. I didn't want a third drink. It goes to show that I have more control over my drinking than I realize. I am actually proud of myself!
I have been really realistic about relationships lately. I am still avoiding the guy who works at the store and keep my friendship with him on the downlow. It's been helping my mood and my sanity alot! I realized that if anything did happen with me and this guy it wouldn't of worked out anyway so I think it was for the best. I don't think that I'll be ready to make any commitments with anyone just yet. I am happy just making new friends and maintaining the friendships I still have. I think that Music really is only love of my life! I am humble about all this and somewhat rather zen. My life is going to be rather quiet til December. I am looking forward to my Birthday, which falls on Dec 11th. I'll get getting a brand new PC for the songwriting! Which reminds me of what else I could be looking forward to:
- Finishing that collab with my music - Getting anything done with music as you know is my passion!
- Days off from work
- A clean house
- New home projects - Might spraypaint the coffee table!
I just learnt something really cool. The best way to have a great life is to MAKE every day a great day. Being productive is apart of it. But within balance!
