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Something bad happened last night

Legend
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We found our cat angel dead this morning in the garden. She was a very nice cat that never hurt other animals not even a bird like other cats do. Angel was born wild and would never let us touch her but we caught her one time in a trap and got her spaded and got some shots for her that was the last time she would go near that trap. None of the outdoor cats will stay on the porch anymore and I don’t know why and angel was hiding under my car but I needed to go out to the store and so we got her out from under my car and she ran in the garden and that was the last time we saw her until this morning and she was dead and her chest was eaten out and part of her throat area. I feel so bad about it all I made angel get out from under my car and when I had gotten back from the store I parked my car far in the back so she would not want to get under my car again. I had a very hard time getting Angel out from under my car and I knew she never went in the back of the yard area so I parked there. Mom said she did not think Angel felt well and I told mom all the cats were not on the porch anymore but I knew angel was walking slow I thought she was having trouble with her hips but I did not think she was ill. I don’t know what kind of animal would eat a cat like that. We have possums outside and once we saw a fox long ago. Mom said she thought some raccoons got into the pond and messed the whole set up apart but she did not see them do it she just speculated it was raccoons.  My son dug a hole in the garden and we buried Angel this morning. We are torn up inside about this and mom’s blood pressure is very high now I made her take here blood pressure medicine. I have to look for my camera now I have packed away somewhere it can be put outside and I can see on my Tv inside what is going on outside and I hope it works with the light on at night on the porch because it is a day time camera not night time. I got enough going on now with my life and now this happens I am so upset about this. I hope this camera works on the porch so I can see what is going on at night here. We have two more cats outside that are wild and won’t come in the house but they can run fast and jump high to get away I hope they will be ok. I won’t smoke over any of this it won’t change a thing. I’m going to go look for that camera now I think it is in the closet but I’m not sure I rearranged everything not long ago. My closet is packed with stuff I have to pull this and that out to find the camera.  

 

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Update: 9/22/2016 Thursday at 6:38pm central time

I found the surveillance camera it took me some time to find but I found it. We finally got the camera to stay up it kept falling down. Maybe now we will see what is going on at night on the porch. I put comments to everyone down below that commented on this blog thank you everyone. I sure do appreciate everyone that came to comfort me today thank you all. 

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